here's wishing all of you a blessed new year that's fruitful, along with good health and loving relationships:)
love trulylaughter uncontrollablynever forget what made you smile
i really love you guys=)
remember, life is short, break the rules, reach for at least 1 star
dont hold back now, all those times You've brought me through
i'll be a fool to give up cause the goal is near br>
there are some days we just feel plain lonely. being surronded by friends don't make you any less lonely, if you don't feel truly free.
it seems i can nvr be good enough a person... not as sociable as le, as pretty and sweet as qiu, as likable and sportyt as jia, as wise as eunice, as decisive as joanna... they say if your true friends are true, they'll accept you for who you are.
but even as i'm surrounded by people i love, i feel lonely. i can nvr match up to them, just as i'll nvr match up to His expectaions, my parents' expectations, yuan's expectations, and my friends.
maybe there's just sth abt me that's really repulsive to them.. all the shopping i do don't make me feel much better...
i should just lock myself up and not be an eyesore to them... after all, they have what they need in each other, and i should just bow out of the circle...